Gobble Gobble!

Happy belated Thanksgiving!
soo, i watched the movie i've been waiting for all my life (not really, only for like a few days.) haha. never read the books, but i heard the movie was good. watched it on wednesday with jordan, and was bloooooown away. but before i get onto that, we stopped by petco first! :)

me and jordan's furrry little friend! turned the corner, and there's this lil cutesie doin hella shit for us. he was just like that staring at us, walked up to him (hella standin up) and ate, played, ran, dug, whatever.. in like 2 minutes. we wanted to buy him but $20? sorry i'm broke. but we'll get you later.

ain't he a cuuutie patootie?!

okay anyways, watched twilight after. that was really one of the best love stories ever, actually it's my favorite. but it was mainly a chick-fil-a which is why most guys don't like it (show's they don't have a sweet side though! lol). um, watched it again on watch-movies.net when i got home, and then 3 times the next day :) oh gosh. what sucks is that she's a smoker and has a bf in real life, and robert looks ugly if he's not clean-cut. so i'm probably gonna get over the movie soon.


anyways, turkey day. went to cousin's house in santa rosa. haven't seen him since summer and he was like at least 3 inches shorter than me. and now he grew his hair, his voice got deeper, and he's a good inch taller (i hear puberty! a lotta people (mostly cousin's mom's side.. which is american.. not trying to sound racist). the only other kids are connor's cousins who hella kept messing with me after i accidentally hit him on the head with a ball. ooomg.

not only that but i had this killer beast trying to hump me every time i sat down. freakin claws of a leopard.

went home, watched twilight again. yeah sums up my day.

today, i got up at around 6:30am, went shopping at vacaville center till like 4:30 (oh hot damn.) got a few people off my christmas list, but not enough to make a dent. yeeah. um, watched twilight again. k, um, gottaaa go. see ya

-jenn

Helping the homeless!

Hey guys! alright, well i didn't have time to blog yesterday so i'll give you a rundown of these past two days :P

my auntie invited me to help volunteer for this Catholic Social Services thing where they put canned foods/fruits & veggies/boxed foods into bags and then they give it to the poor. so i decided to do it, and i invited brandon cuz he needed some hours too (for national honor society). so we got there yesterday morning at like 9:30ish and it was so funny cuz you had to have someone open the door for you. and she opened the door and was like "how can i help you?" "yeah, we're here for to volunteer (cuz we didn't even know the name of this thing)" and then she opened the door and we followed her cuz we thought she would show us the way there. then, me and brandon were like "Wtf?!" when she started walking into the women's restroom. and i was thinking "um, did they move it to here??" and then she said "ooh, i'm sorry. they're in the kitchen to your right". hahahahahaha, oh gahds, me and brandon were crackin up like crazy. and then we got there and saw there were hella cans/boxes, etc on this bigoss table. and there were only like 14-ish volunteers including us. they asked us to open food 4 less paper bags and put em into plastic bags. took a good hour. we got through with setting up like 100+ bags. omgahds. haha. and then we spent like 2-3 hours just putting the food stuff in them. it was a lot of fun, more fun than i expected, and plus its for a good cause, so i felt good. we ended around 2:30-ish and what was even better was that they let us take leftovers, like veggies and stuff cuz they can't save those stuff for the xmas one, and sugar and alla that. then i went to meet regine, leonard, and francis at annie's panda (they were waiting for me for like an hour or so, cuz they said this woulda ended at 1!!). afterwards, went to cold stone. surprised jordan with some. and went back home till 8 and then went to the city with francis, regine, and leonard. twin peaks, hooters (closes at 11, and got there at like 11:10) In&out, slept all the way home cuz my assss was tired as hell. got home at 1. and yeah, that was my day basically.

today, helped out springstowne. what a hassle, kinda ticked off cuz they weren't paying attention a lot. went home and watched youtube+tv for 4 hours or something. hahaha. cleaned cuz we're having a filipino visitor come over round 4 tomorrow. yaaaah.

i'm hecka boredd. life's getting better. and i'm learning more about myself which is a good thing. oh yeah, check out my bday/xmas wishlist on my myspace! (myspace.com/xjenreezie).

k, i'll blog here later. thanks for reading btw. and leave a comment if you could or add me on this thing. haha. BUHBYE

-jenn

i'm done.

i've had the worst month/few weeks of my life. and i've never been this stressed for this long ever. it's so frustrating and it's hard to put in words. if people knew how it was for me these past weeks, then they wouldn't be saying what they're saying. it's hard to hide my feelings, but i try as hard as i can in public. yeah it might seem like i'm hella happy and whatever, cuz i don't want you guys to feel sorry for me. i've made so many stupid mistakes already as it is, and my actions have made everything worse. FOREAL. like, it's come down to the point when i don't even know what i can do to fix all of this and this mess i've created. i wish i could just start out on a clean slate, but you can't do that in life. all i can do now is move on and let it go. but it's harder than it sounds. everythings much harder than you really think. like, i just wish i could change the past, but now i realize that all you really can do is move on, don't dwell on it. i've been too wrapped up in my own emotions and (i hate saying this.. but..) she's right. what i've been doing so far has gotten me nowhere. and instead of being mad at her, i should be thanking her cuz she's made me realize what i've done wrong. well guys, be ready to see a new side of me.

starting out on a clean slate. starting now.
-jennilyn

shooting stars!

hiya! i wonder if people really read this. well if you do leave a comment and or subscribe, k thnx! haha you guys are dope. i can understand if these blogs are so boring, lol, but i've beeen going through a bunch of stress lately, but i appreciate you reading and ifyou leave a comment, it'd make my day :P

soo anyways. school's been a real biatch lately. like especially homework. yesterday, friggin' ms. hill's work was soo much that I skipped out on church just for that shit. and then when i showed up monday, the stupid book report wasn't even due! omg, what a wasted sunday. so mad. well anyways, today was alright. but now i'm getting more and more tired of freakin' ap chem that i'm ferrril considering switching out 2nd semester. classes are boring as always but i mean they're all easier to go through when you have dope-ass friends in em. haha.

well on another note: i hate this stress feeling. like i've been having this for like a few weeks now and i hate it. it's hard to explain. and i wish i had someone to tell hella shit to and can understand me and stuff. gaaah, it's so complicated. i don't know. it's hard to believe something, in my opinion, especially if shit's happened before. i wish i understood people more, or had like a psychologic super power that i know what people are thinking, cuz i really hate the words "i dont know." haha. but like, really though, there's so many things i really want to know, but people keep it so buried inside them that it's like rock and you can't even try to dig it out no matter what you do.

and i freakin missed the shoooting stars tonight. i really wanted to see them, but i don't like to go outside alone hahaha. oh well, maybe sometime in the nearrrrr future, hopefully. or how bout on youtube.

ap chem test tomorrow. wish me luck. and still wishing for that miracle.
-jenn.

ps. i still wannna punch that motherf*cker in the faceeeee!!!!! no matter what you say.

Happy Anniversary?

so much for a happy anniversary.

gave my dog a bath, went to church. waited till 5 which is when he would get outta dm prac. waited another hour for him to come. waited another hour for him to come... didn't eat dinner yet cuz i wanted to eat with him. waited ANOTHER hour, and was sooooo juiced and excited. called him back... and sadly got turned down. sucks cuz he told me would do this and that today last week. its just really disappointing. *sigh*. i just hope he/whomever realizes what its like to be in this position and how hard it already has been.. ugh, i just want to be happy. is that too much to ask?

-jenn

confused?

ugh. today was a real bummer. but it turned into a good one i guess. school was ....aiiiite. pretty much the same + boring and ladida. i felt good about myself cuz i bought jordan's lil bro his bday gift. um, after.. went to yo's! heck yes. crazy ass shit happened though. like the sauce container just moved like 3 inches when some guy was moving his chair hella far away though. like we were hella shocked. and we tried it with our chair and it didn't even move, or banged on the desk so yeah. freaaaaky. anyways, haha after went to brandon's. aiiiite. lol iono i guess that sums up my day. byyee.

p.s. thanks to everyone who helped me out yesterday <3333 ya guys

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heyy guys! sorry i haven't beeen blogging since.. forever! lol, just forgot about it or haven't had the time. mostly the second one. but anywhoo lemme give you a quick runthrough of the past.. however long i was gone :)

nevermind, i just saw how long i was gone.. thats wayy too much haha. lemme just go off of what i remember.

well halloween was yesterday! happy belated. it was aaaaiite. wasn't as great as last year's cuz i didn't even feel like halloween! i think it was cuz i always watched this one movie, it was with the three witches and the dude, cat, girl. shoot, what was it called. i'll get back to you on that. but anyways, every year i'd always watch it and it was like the icing on the cake to make it halloween-y. and it didn't show :( boohoo. me and jordan were supposed to do our annual pumpkin carving, but since he was so sick, he couldn't even talk as much which totally kilt my day. so when we were carving, we were like "ey we should make some dope-ass pumpkin pie!" but then we remembered i didn't have any pie crust. so i went out and bought some, then brandon called and said he can't get to my house, so i had to pick his ass up. and james called to come now so i'm like "whatevver" since brandon's comin anyways. so this screws up our whole tradition! dammit, brandon started carving our work. but i guess its okay.. i guess. lol. then maria came. then i had to clean the house while they got to play on the laptop. it was like i was invisible and while i was working around the house, all they asked me was "hey could we go now? it's already dark." which ticked me off sooo bad. all i was thinking was "wtf what the hell do you see me doin right now" and i just shut my door. fuck. whatever. then we went trick-or-treating when rice n em came over so we went as a super big group. then james and maria couldn't go trickortreating cuz they aren't allowed to and didnt wanna get caught so stayed behind after a few houses. then the rest of us continued then sooner or later we all just split up, leaving me jordan and hp together. gosh it was not crackin cuz noone was giving out candy in my neighborhood! at least i learned my lesson. lol. then we went back home and played games with james n brandon. the end.

sooo today, drumline practice.
it was alright. i totally forgot everything that happened cuz of ^^. lol.
just hella rainy and i got even sicker from today. *tear*

so basically halloween was alright, and today was alright. life=alright. bye suckas!

random factoid: play hard to get.